Well, I did it!  Whoo!  It feels so good to be home.  I have no job, no money, no place to live.  I moved in with one of my best friends at her moms house.  I'm 24 years old with a college degree and I feel like I'm 17 again.  The funny thing is, I am so happy.  I am so happy to be home.  I would rather be here in this situation surrounded by my friends then back in the hell hole of Lubbock. I feel like I can breathe. Things are going to get better.  
I picked up some of my old classes at the gym. I taught my first class in almost 8 months this morning.  I am on such a high.  I didn't realize how much I love teaching. Everyone at the gym was so happy to see me.  I felt so wanted. I miss this feeling. I miss all of these people, such a difference from Lubbock.